who did that to you? Who fucked you up so bad, emotionally and mentally that you’ve completely shut down anyone who tries to help you. You don’t talk about your feeling, you push people away, and you let negative people in. You refuse to open up and let someone love or care about you. Who fucking did that to you?

c.s (via darling-your-my-demon)

And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere. All of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me. And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt. And once again, I feel numb to the world.

Anonymous. (via debtransparentskin)